Father's Day is a beautiful day for many people.

For me, it's a reminder of a conversation I can no longer have.

In this special Father's Day episode of Breaking the Silence, I share a deeply personal letter to my father, who passed away when I was 15 years old.

Just one month after losing him, I found out I was pregnant with my son, Nikolaas, whom I named after my father. During one of the darkest seasons of my life, when I was grieving, depressed, and feeling alone, my son became a source of comfort and purpose.

In this heartfelt episode, I reflect on the accomplishments I wish my father could have witnessed, the grandchildren I wish he could have met, and the questions I still wish I could ask him today.

This is more than an episode. It's a conversation from the heart. A tribute to a father who is gone but never f ...